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The People Behind
the Top Sellers
Denise Linn interviewed by Mara Applebaum |
Please Note:Reprinted at the gracious consent of Mara, from the
July/August 1999 issue of New Age Retailer.
I admit it. Ever since I read author and healer Denise Linn's The Secret Language
of Signs, I've secretly idolized her. I loved her belief that seemingly random
elements such as a stray feather, an unexpected phone call, or even an afternoon
storm can give us clues about how to better our lives. Drawn to her appreciation
of everyday magic, I went on to read many of Linns other books, including Quest,
a recounting of her experiences leading solo vision quests in nature, Past Lives:
Present Dreams, and Sacred Legacies, her most recent release.
When the opportunity to interview Linn presented itself, I jumped. "Finally,"
I thought, "I'll be able to gather wisdom from this wonderful teacher in
person." As I puttered toward Seattle in my little Subaru, my anticipation
grew. We met for lunch in a crowded restaurant along Green Lake, across the
street from the very wading pool I splashed in as a child. I wanted her to tell
me something new and radically enlightening, something that would forever change
the way I looked at the world. But each time she grinned or squinted her blue-green
eyes or leaned in to emphasize a point, I simply felt affirmation of those things
I'd discovered true for myself in recent years. And as we talked in the bright
spring light, I thought perhaps the interview itself was my own little sign--an
indication that I'm on the right path after all.
NAR: You wrote in the Secret Language of Signs
that in every moment, the universe is whispering to us. How do we know what
the universe is saying?
Denise Linn: A lot of research has been done with dreams,
about how dreams have secret messages for us. Most people don't realize there
are signs that are equally valid in our waking life--in some instances, even
more immediate and direct signs. If you don't listen to the whispers, the signs
will become louder, until they seem like screams.
Before you go to bed, go through your day and see if there
was something that kept happening over and over again. Maybe you're trying to
get someplace, and you keep going down roads that say "dead end."
And then you turn on the radio, and someone's being interviewed, and they talk
about how in their life they were just at a "dead end." And you go
to the grocery store, and there's a new product out, and you notice it, and
it's called "Dead End" something. So you start to think, "Well,
gee, all during this day, I've seen the words 'dead end.' Is there any place
in my life where I'm feeling I'm at a dead end?" It could be that you feel
like you're at a dead end in your job, but you wouldn't have consciously recognized
it.
NAR: What are you working on now?
LINN: I just finished a book called Altars, and that's
coming out next fall in the States. And I've written a book called Feng Shui
for the Soul, but it won't come out until spring next year. It's a really big,
comprehensive guide about feng shui and lots of areas associated with feng shui.
NAR: Are you still leading vision quests?
LINN: I did my last one in September. It was a bit sad,
but sometimes you just know it's time. You can tell when one door in your life
closes and another is opening. I've become really passionate about feng shui
and how the exteriors in our life, in our environment, relate with our interiors.
I've traveled a lot and spent time in different cultures, and I've trained in
a lot of different disciplines. When I became interested in feng shui, I realized
that I actually never had to go any further than my front door. Everything that
I needed--all the places in myself I wanted to visit, all the things I wanted
to activate--I could use in the home as a medium.
You don't have to spend a lot of money to have good feng shui. I love being
able to take something that someone else has thrown away and, through creative
action, make it into something that's beautiful or useful or wonderful. I have
a saying: "If it feels good, it's good feng shui." There's a lot of
feng shui that's complicated, and it doesn't have to be. When you are in an
environment that feels impoverished, usually you will fell impoverished. We
identify so strongly with our environment that there's a place where it becomes
part of our definition of self. The person who runs into a burning building
to get their possessions--in that moment, their identity is more their possessions
than it is their body. By shifting the exterior manifestation of ourselves,
it has a very profound effect on our interior definition of self.
NAR: You were run off the road and shot by a stranger when you were 17 years
old. Why did this person do such a thing, and how did it change your life?
LINN: If you look at it on one level, this was someone
who had killed other people. I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I was
a single female alone on a deserted road. It was someone I didn't know. I hadn't
done anything to him. I was a victim of a madman.
If you look at it on another level, the level where everything happens for a
reason, where there's value in all experiences, then I can see there were greater
forces at play. Through the injuries I suffered, I gained an understanding about
healing. I gained an understanding about suffering and the suffering of others
that I wouldn't have gained otherwise. Through the near-death experience, I
gained an understanding or perception that there's something beneath the physical
world, and what's beneath that is spirit. I didn't know that before. Both my
parents were scientists. I thought, like they thought, that if you can't prove
it scientifically, to doesn't exist. So that experience allowed me to sense
that we live in an ocean of energy, and in every moment we're influencing it.
I wouldn't trade what I lose, and the organs I lost, for what I gained in that
experience.
NAR: Are you still suffering repercussions from the accident?
LINN: I feel fine. I lost a kidney, my spleen, an adrenal
gland. I lost part of my small intestine, part of my stomach, part of one lung.
I have a 6-inch tube replacing my aorta. The bullet bounced off my spine, so
I have a herniated disk. I was told I would never have children. Physically,
there are organs gone, but I don't experience my life differently than anybody
else does. I must have been blessed with a healthy body to begin with, but I
also think that in those few moments when I was thought to be dead, that a shift
of identity occurred. Before that, I thought I was by body. As a result of that
experience, I had the awareness that there was something inside of me that was
uniquely me, that was not of my body, and I feel that shift allowed my body
to heal very quickly.
There's a life force inside of all of us that's remarkable
and that's healing and that's magnificent. It's almost as if it's an
ember that's covered with ash. The ashes are just the fact that you don't consciously
know it's there. In those few moments, when I was at death's door, it was like
the warm winds of heaven just blew gently over that ash, so it became a flame
for a few moments, a flame that allowed me to remember, but also activate, that
life force.
The work I do with people is to create environments within which that life force
can be activated. To that extent, lots of people have spontaneous healing experiences.
I don't think it's anything special about me. I believe that when we create
an environment for someone to feel that sense of spiritual safety, a remembering
begins to awaken inside of them. Sometimes it's not even a conscious memory,
but it's a subconscious awakening, and with that occurs healing, both psychological
and emotional. Something occurs beneath conscious awareness, because so often
people have an effect on electrical systems afterwards. Light bulbs will burn
out. A woman said she walked into her house and 11 light bulbs went out. Or
they'll walk by a car and the car alarm will go off. Or the TV will spontaneously
come on. To me, these are signs that something is actually affecting their bioelectrical
systems.
NAR: When people come to work
with you, do they believe in this phenomenon, or are they skeptical?
LINN: Some people come in believing, because something's
happened to their friends, and I think that's actually to their advantage, because
what someone expects tends to be realized. However, there are a number of people
who have come in really skeptical, dragged by their husbands or wives, and those
people usually become the most fervent believers, because it wasn't something
they expected. It doesn't happen for everybody, but it happens enough. When
we gather together, there is something we cocreate that is powerful and beautiful.
I don't think those spontaneous healings are miracles.
I think they're a result of natural laws.
NAR: Sacred Legacies, your current release, speaks to the connection, or lack
thereof, between our generations.
LINN: That book is actually about creating a better future
for all of us as well as our descendants. The seeds to this book really were
planted in my soul about 14 years ago. My daughter was in school here in Seattle.
They took a survey at her school, and they asked about the children's view of
the future. Most didn't see themselves growing up, and they gave reasons such
as gang warfare, nuclear holocaust, environmental problems. I was really concerned.
The teachers said it was an inner-city school, and these kids lived in high-risk
environments, so they projected their own family fear onto the world around
them, which makes sense from a psychological point of view, I suppose. But I
felt a big concern that we have any children that feel fear. Then I began to
realize that that fear the children were expressing was really a reflection
of the fear in society.
I felt it was really important to begin to cocreate a new collective unconsciousness
where we can begin to say, "Hey, we've got problems, but we've got the
resources to solve them." So that's why I wrote the book.
I was asked to feng shui a survivalist compound, which is an interesting proposition.
He (the owner) wanted to know where the guns should go and where the medical
supplies for all the people who got hurt when they were defending their food
with the guns (should go). And I said, "What's going to happen if there
isn't mass rioting, if there isn't mass food shortages? How are you going to
feel?" And he said, "I'd really be devastated, because I've put all
my money into this." And I said, "You know, just as a suggestion,
hold in your heart the possibility that this won't happen," because it
seemed to me that he was very heavily invested in it happening, and it was really
going to mess his life up if it didn't.
People say it's so bad now, and they glorify the past, but if you think about
it, our ancestors died at age 30. They died in childbirth. They had the plague,
they had starvation. They had to spend weeks just getting food for the table.
A simple cut could create an infection that caused death. So they had equally
severe problems, but they had something we don't have. They had a sense of lineage.
The elders were the spirit keepers, the keepers of the oral tradition. They
knew the history of the tribe, and they would say, "Oh, we had problems
six generations ago, but this is how we solved them." That gave each individual
a sense of being a link in a chain that unfolded behind them and flowed before
them, and an important link, because they knew that those who had gone before
them had sacrificed for them. They also knew they were responsible for future
generations. The Cherokees would never make a decision
without considering the impact on the seven generations ahead of them.
NAR: That "link in the chain" concept is so striking, especially because
it has been lost in American culture. It's nearly impossible to relate to our
grandparents these days.
LINN: People say, "I don't want to revere my elders,
because they don't know any more than I do, and, in fact, they know less."
But I think that's also because of our cultural conditioning. We are conditioned
from early childhood to think that when you're old, you're worthless. In many
earth-based cultures, you are conditioned from the time you are a young child
that the older you get, the wiser you become. Again, it's a self-fulfilling
prophecy. So the elders become the wise ones. We don't have that definition,
and if you just all of a sudden start going to one of your great aunts who's
in a nursing home, she's not going to be able to be that elder because it's
not endemic in society.
We need to realize that we are all evolving elders. And then also to gently,
when you're with your elders, begin to encourage them. If you treat someone
as wise, they're wise. If you treat someone as worthless, it's really easy for
them to feel worthless.
In the different cultures I've spent time in, that's one (trait) I have so admired--the
reverence that is given to the elders. I met aborigines in Australia. The children
would sit around, and the old people would speak. They always said something
that really touched you because they were relying on their life experience.
In those earth-based cultures, the elders also offered a balance. The young
men would want to go to war, and the elders would be the ones to create the
balance for that.
Someone was telling me that at Oxford, England, in the big dining hall, they
have these big beams, and they needed to be replaced, so they went out and were
cutting some trees. People were all up in arms, saying, "How dare you?
How can you cut these trees?" And they said, "You don't understand.
We planted these trees 100 years ago knowing that we would need to replace these
beams, and now we're planting trees so 100 years from now, the beams can be
replaced again." I loved that! I just thought that was so cool! It's so
un-Western. But that's the way it should be.
NAR: Planning that far ahead seems almost unimaginable in our society.
LINN: Americans move once every five years. If you go
into France, people would have lived on the same land for five or six or 20
generations. So the idea of doing something that's going to be helpful to your
great-great-great-grandchildren is less foreign to someone in France in the
countryside than it is to someone who's American. When you move once every five
years, you don't have any connection to the land. You also don't have a connection
to your family, and so there isn't that sense of connection to the future.
NAR: Why do you write books? Who do you want to hear your message?
LINN: Every book I write, I write for different reasons.
I wrote Sacred Legacies because I care so passionately that we can cocreate
a world that is sustainable for the future. I want everybody to read this book.
It's not the kind of message that's popular. Disaster has an allure to it. When
you watch the news, usually the top headlines are disaster. Good news doesn't
make the front page. So saying, "Hey, we can do this!" is not real
popular. People get this excitement, this fervor in their eyes when they talk
about cataclysms. If you need drama in your life, create it in ways that are
positive rather than negative.
There was this small number of people in Brighton, a little seaside town in
England. These people looked at the world around them, and they saw some problems,
and they thought, "Well, what can we do?" They believed in the power
of intention and prayer, so they decided they would try an experiment. For one
minute a day, at noon, exactly they would send thoughts of peace and focus them
on the fountain in the center of Brighton. They did this for a year, and at
the end of the year, they wanted to see what the results were. So they got the
emergency entrance records into the hospital and compared those with the year
before, and they found that it was dramatically down. They go police reports,
and they found that traffic accidents were dramatically down. Crime was dramatically
down. Over and over again, they found that statistics for that year were dramatically
down from all the preceding years. And they began to realize that in no small
way did their one minute a day of holding thoughts of peace make a difference.
So out of that, all over England, have sprouted fountain groups. To me, it really
gives credence to the idea that even a single person can make a difference.
And I think it's important to know that, because it's all too easy to think,
"Well, what difference do I make?" We can make a difference with our
prayers and our intentions and our thoughts.
NAR: What is intuition? How can people use it?
LINN: I think, basically, intuition is being receptive
and being open. Your intuition can come from a number of places. It can come
from your deep subconscious. Another way is really opening yourself up to your
guides, opening to the Creator, to divine guidance. There's lots of ways to
activate you intuition. Some people like to use the pendulum. Some people will
use the tarot cards. There comes a point where you don't actually need any tools,
that you can just go direct, but for some people, it seems to make it easier
to tap into their subconscious or their higher self.
I find the greatest barrier to people developing their intuition is they're
afraid of being wrong. And they're so afraid of being wrong that they're not
willing to fail. There's a famous expression that goes, "Knowledge comes
from experience, and experience usually comes from failure." Anything worth
learning is worth failing at first.
I do exercises in my interior alignment seminars. I'll take a piece of fruit
and hide it someplace in the house. And I'll have them tell me where they see
it. It's kind of scary, because they might be wrong, and then people might judge
them for being wrong. I teach people dowsing. I take them to a place where there's
underground water. The people that are able to find it are usually the people
who are not attached to being right. They're willing just to trust their gut
response.
NAR: How many people are usually in these seminars?
LINN: In my group seminars that I've done for so many
years, I usually work with 200 to 400 people at a time, and when I'm on tour,
which has been a lot, I'm usually working with 2,000 people a month. I'm really
wanting not to work with such big groups of people. Plus, it's usually just
for a weekend inside a hotel. In my interior alignment courses, working with
just 12 people for two weeks in nature has been a real joy because we've gotten
to depths that we couldn't achieve in such a short time with so many people.
There's something exciting about working with a large group because you can
generate an energy that is so powerful. It's long hours, but it's good.
NAR: Do you talk about music in your interior alignment and feng shui work?
LINN: I talk about sound in general. One of the things
I'm advocating is the importance of having nature sounds in the home. They're
finding correlations between all the living systems. There was this American
man in Korea named Dan Carlson, and he saw a woman break her son's legs so that
he could beg for food for the family. Carlson made a decision that he was going
to do whatever he could with his life to try to provide ways for food so that
people wouldn't be starving in the world.
He went to the University of Iowa and got a degree in agriculture because he
wanted to find a way to get more yield. Poor countries can't afford fertilizer
because you have to put so much in the ground, but (he thought), "What
if they could put a little bit on the leaves, and it could absorb through the
leaves?" On the bottom of the leaves are these things called stomata, little
mouth-like openings, and that would be a natural place to absorb fertilizer.
But he couldn't get the stomata to open enough. He heard about some research
with sound, and he began making sounds in the laboratory. He came up with this
synthesized trippy sound, and when he played it, the stomata would open. Another
researcher came in and heard the sound, and he said, "That sounds like
birds!" They began to play bird (calls), and they found that the morning
bird songs actually open the stomata! In an orange grove, they increased the
vitamin C 121 percent. They were able to double crop yield in Pakistan. So,
in fact, those bird songs in the morning are important to the vitality of the
plants.
They do research to say how our bodies and our health are improved by natural
sounds, but I know that they are, just like those synthesized bird sounds had
the effect on the stomata. So I suggest playing natural sounds in the home because
we're isolated from natural sounds. When they play the sound of a fountain in
a hot place, people think it's 13 degrees cooler than it actually is.
There were these monks in France who only used to need four hours of sleep a
night. They chanted during the day. Then the "modern way" came in,
and they said, " Why are these guys chanting? That doesn't do anything."
So they had them doing work, and they were getting more and more tired, and
they realized the chanting was actually revitalizing their body. When they began
to resume the chanting, they got their strength back.
Part of our psyche needs nature. We've become so isolated. So I suggest lots
of ways to bring in the forces of nature. Even though it's unnatural to listen
to a CD of birds, somehow, the body perceives it as birds. And as the body perceives
it, we respond emotionally. In nature, we are influenced by the movement of
the sun. Birds will sing different songs when the sun is in different positions.
NAR: You discourage the use of profanity in your books
LINN: (giggles madly) This is so funny! So funny that
you mention that, because I was just thinking of this last night--because I
cussed! I mean, I sometimes use profanity. But I'm so aware that every word
has an energy. It's not necessarily a universal energy. Some people might say
the word "mother," and their energy goes up because they have a wonderful
association with the word. Someone who had a horrible mother, the word might
have a negative energy for them or lower their energy. By stringing together
words that are beautiful and elegant and magnificent, it makes us feel more
beautiful, elegant and magnificent. On the other hand, someone who has lived
in a pristine environment their whole life, and they've never been allowed to
use any cuss words ever, it can be absolutely liberating just to go at it and
cuss up a storm.
NAR: How do you find a connection with your spirit or with magic when you feel
overwhelmed by a busy schedule?
LINN: It's not easy. The way I find magic is in nature--just
to take a look at those little buds outside and to know that within each of
those is potential power. Sometimes that's what I do when it gets too busy,
because sometimes you just don't have an hour to take a walk in nature. You
don't have half an hour to meditate. Sometimes you wake up and you have to hit
the Tarmac running. But if you just take a breath, look at the sky, close your
eyes, even for 10 seconds--I think that's the modern way we have to do it.
NAR: Where do you think we're headed? What's our future?
LINN: People say it's a time of great darkness now, but
I think the greater the darkness, the greater the light. There's never been
a more exciting time in the linear history of our planet to be alive. I think
there's never been a more potent opportunity for us to embark on spiritual journeys.
We're not spending half the day pounding our clothes on a rock. We have the
time to take that inner journey. I think we have a lot of potential difficulties
we have to address. But I also think it's such a vibrant time for that inward
journey, for going on spiritual quests to discover our roots.
I've heard from people in the publishing world that two areas are growing the
fastest: one in New Age books, the other is women. I just think that's a really
good sign. One publisher told me it was the New Age books that were sustaining
the market. This is an area that's expanding because people are so interested--"My
needs are taken care of, but I don't feel happy. Why not?"
NAR: What are your thoughts on fate?
LINN: I absolutely believe our life is predestined, and
I absolutely believe in free will. I know these seem to be mutually exclusive.
But I believe that when you are born, you have a destiny. And I also believe
that in every moment you have free will. You have the ability to choose. I believe
the more opposing points of view you can hold, the more expanded human being
you are, so I don't have a problem with the fact that I believe in both.
NAR: Is karma tied into that at all?
LINN: Yeah. I have a little bit different view of karma.
One way that some people look at karma is, "You've been bad in one life,
so now you have to pay for it in the next." I think there is something
inside of us, an internal system of checks and balances. Like if you tell a
lie, you turn around and walk into a wall. It's what I call "I.K."--instant
karma. I don't think the Creator pushed you into that wall to punish you. I
think there's something inside of us that feels, "Oh, I'm not in integrity,
so I've got to balance that out." So I think that part of ourselves is
always creating opportunities to see it from a different point of view, but
I don't see it as a punishment.
NAR: Why do you think we're here?
LINN: The Cherokees, when they talk about the Creator,
say the Great Mystery, and I like that. I think it's really hard to be here.
When I had that near-death experience, I experienced that every single person
that ever lived and every single person that is ever going to live was one.
We were not separate from each other. There was a sense of individuality, and
yet also the deep connection. It's almost like one of those mirror balls they
have at a dance. There are all those reflections, and they all look different
and separate, but actually they emanate from the same source. I can't conceive
of us being one and yet being individual. I cannot conceive of it, but yet I
can remember it.
It seems to me that it takes a conscious choice to come her, with full knowing
that when you're here, you're separate. I think that even the most self-actualized
person here on this planet yearns for that place where we aren't separate.
It's more important to ask that question of ourselves, and I think it's important
to come up with an answer, because without that answer, life is meaningless.
I can see that a lot of the experiences in my life have allowed me to become
more compassionate and more accepting and ultimately the compassion and accepting
is of myself. There comes a point where you begin to see yourself in everybody
and everything. I haven't had that experience often, but there have been times
when I really experience that the only person I'm teaching is myself. The only
person I'm talking to is myself. The only person who's here is my self.